Draft Part II ch02 — How Our Faith Came to Be
Shape input/evolution.md into the family-history chapter: the author's path from his mother's charge through Eastern paths, Ki, witchcraft and its price, the turn to Christ, the Bible's cracks, the age-43 deep dive, and landing on Gnosticism/Sethians/Sumerians, closing on the evidence-based framing. Voice preserved, cross-linked to Part III; teaching content deferred to Part I. Update OUTLINE. Co-Authored-By: Claude Opus 4.8 (1M context) <noreply@anthropic.com>
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# Part II · Chapter 02 — How Our Faith Came to Be
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*This is the story of how I arrived here — the long road from a child's question to the faith this book sets down. I am telling it so you will know that none of this was taken on blindly. Every piece of it was searched for, tested, and hard-won.*
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## A Religion of My Own
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When I was very young, I asked my mother what religion we were. She did not simply hand me an answer. She told me to research other religions and find the one that worked best for me. She told me our family was mostly Catholic, from my grandmother's side — and though she wasn't really a practicing Catholic, she believed most of the doctrines.
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I took her words to mean exactly what they said: that I should go and look into our own. So I did.
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## The Search Begins
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The internet was new then, and it was a wealth of knowledge, so that is where I went. I looked into many different religions. I studied Taoism and the yin and the yang. I was drawn to Eastern religions, because I had a deep background in martial arts, and I spent time on the idea of *Ki* — spirit power — during those years.
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## The Power, and Its Price
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In time I began playing around with witchcraft. I will tell you plainly: there is real power there. But I found out very quickly that I had invited things into my life that I did not want to deal with — the encounters chronicled later in this book *(see Part III — Testimony)*.
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After those first demonic experiences, I came to realize that Jesus Christ was the best road forward. Over time I came to believe in God, in Jesus, and in the things set down in these pages.
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## The Cracks in the Book
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For a long while my knowledge was loose and scattered — a "loose, goose" sort of knowledge — and some of it never sat right with me. There are real contradictions in the Bible, and much of it does not make sense. I read several versions of it. I studied the Old Testament and the New, and I took a great deal of it as good knowledge to have.
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But I could not ignore the cracks. The Bible was assembled from a whole series of other testaments and gospels. Originally, every little region of that world had its own set of stories and guiding principles, and over time those were whittled down into the single book we now call the Bible. It has been translated and changed over the centuries — very little, perhaps, but I do not trust people, and so it must be treated as a book that may well be contaminated.
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## The Deep Dive
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It wasn't until I was around forty-three that I began to truly deep-dive: to find out what religion actually works for us, and how the church has been corrupted over time. Many of the Bible's stories are interesting ideas, but I came to feel they simply aren't the best we have.
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So I went looking for evidence — which is hard, given that these events happened so long ago. Two thousand years back, no one kept good records; there was little to work from but the books of the Bible themselves. So I looked instead for the religions that stood closest to their own founding, near the time that Jesus walked — before the thing we now call Christianity had taken its final shape.
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## What I Found
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In that search I found three or four major religions and religious movements that were alive in that early time: **Gnosticism** — and especially the **Sethians** — and even the **Sumerians**. *(Their teachings are set out in Part I — Doctrine.)*
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Over time, from all of this, our faith took its shape, and I came to see the truth of the thing.
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## Why It Is Written This Way
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I have done my best to document all of it in a way future readers can easily understand. Wherever possible, I have tried to tie these teachings to evidence-based practices. Remember that I am a cybersecurity professional: in my work we trust logs and hard evidence over what people merely claim. We rely on records, not assertions. I have tried to make the logical jumps in this book as tight as I can — grounded in concrete logic and careful thought — so that what you inherit rests on more than someone's word.
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> *Cross-references: the demonic experiences referenced here → [Part III, ch01](../part3-testimony/ch01-a-life-among-them.md); Gnosticism, the Sethians, and the Sumerians → Part I (Doctrine, forthcoming).*
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## Part II — Family Canon *(warm + reverent)*
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## Part II — Family Canon *(warm + reverent)*
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- **ch01 — Dedication** *(DONE — signed "Fazer," Phillip Tarrant)* — letter to the family / Sarah. Source: `input/dedication.md`.
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- **ch01 — Dedication** *(DONE — signed "Fazer," Phillip Tarrant)* — letter to the family / Sarah. Source: `input/dedication.md`.
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- ch02 — Origin of our faith in this family *(the "how this religion evolved" history — author to supply material)*
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- **ch02 — How Our Faith Came to Be** *(DRAFTED — pending review)* — the author's journey: mother's charge → Eastern paths/Ki → witchcraft & its price → turn to Christ → cracks in the Bible → age-43 deep dive → Gnosticism/Sethians/Sumerians → evidence-based framing. Source: `input/evolution.md`.
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- ch03 — Lineage & why this book exists
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- ch03 — Lineage & why this book exists
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- (more TBD)
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- (more TBD)
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